I am nervous as I dress: I am seeing him again after all these intervening years. I thought I had successfully blotted out that whole painful episode of my life. I still remember our final parting. He was charming as usual, wanting to say how much I had enriched his life, but that, all things had to come to a natural conclusion. I could only nod numbly and found just enough voice to tell him how, on the contrary, he had left me feeling…impoverished, depleted. In my heart I promised never to cross his path again.
And yet here
I am, hurrying to meet him. The moment I see his suave figure, old sensations come
rushing back, the same sense of panic, the palpitations. I want to turn back
and flee. But he moves forward and, as always, takes my hand and brings it to
his lips, as elegant European social courtesy demands. You haven’t changed a
bit, he assured me as he leads me into the room. I allow him to push me gently
into the comfortable chair.
Is that
Vivaldi in the back ground that I hear as he begins to lean over me. Suddenly I
relax. There is no point fighting the inevitable. I was fated; I sigh as I
slowly open my mouth and allow my Dentist to commence his initial probing.
Well, I told
you, didn’t I? Anyway, here I am, back in the clutches of one of the finest,
most expensive , and most charming dentist in Rome. My husband disagrees in
part to this description. He agrees
vigorously that my dentist is certainly one of the most expensive dental
surgeons in town, and says that for the kind of money he charges he better be
fine at his work too. I am content that he is one of the most charming dentists
I have ever allowed to get fresh with my mouth, definitely the only one who
kisses my hands at the beginning and end of each session. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!
That robber does this to every lady patient, and each time the man kisses your
hands you kiss your money goodbye, my husband says darkly. Oh! Please! What
would he know about dentists, this husband of mine who has never had a cavity
in his life! There should be a law against people like that.
I happen to
be a woman who hides a history of failed relationships with dentists and
dentistry behind her flashy smile, because I loathe going to dentists, (unlike
others). Or, as someone once said wisely, ‘You see I am not like others, I hate
pain.’ Then, I found this magician of a dentist who uses a drill as gently and
subtly as an artist uses a brush, or as my hubby adds ‘as a pick-pocket removes
your wallet.’
At any rate,
only my dentist can make a woman, lying with her mouth gaping like a freshly
caught carp, feel like a fragile Camille languishing in the sofa. Such a
sensitive man! No matter that I have a tube bubbling away my saliva and that my
eyes are squinted at all times trying to ccheck whatever the hell is going on
inside my Novocain numbed mouth, he treats me like the most ravishing woman
getting her eyebrows plucked in a Beauty Salon.
‘Am I hurting
you?’ he asks ever so gently. Of course he is not. ‘Lo,’ I respond through the
drool. ‘A bit to the right,’ he suggests tenderly and I obediently turn my head
and catch sight of my madly grinning gummy profile in a mirror. I scream in
horror! My chivalrous dentist is beside himself with grief at causing me agony.
‘Lo lo’, I struggle to protest that I look like a hideous skull. Later, as I
sit up and try to locate my dead tongue and smile through my bloated lips, my
dentist has already bowed over my sweaty hands murmuring Bellissima Signora.
Till the next time.’ Sigh! You see, you see!
Ten years
ago, after a protracted six-month treatment, I had come out of my dentist’s
office with a new lease of life, a free woman. I was also a walking showcase
for all his dental skills: I had every
third tooth root-canalled, bridged, treated, excavated, pulled out, restored, gold-mined
or porcelain capped. I thought that was the last I would see of the inside of a
dental studio, until that first nagging ache reminded me that we smile on
borrowed time and that once you let a dentist near you he gets his teeth into you. It’s for life.
Well, I have
just returned from my visit and now that the minor matter of a loose filling
has been sorted out, I think I’ll break it up with my Dentist. It was an
unhealthy relationship. I mean, now that my teeth are healthy, who needs him?
OUCH!
Oopth! Ith thith a looth tooth?